Violet Shanaynay Stansbury

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood:  Bored and tired.

I don’t really have much to say. But then again i don’t have much to do either. I’m watching One Tree Hill and when that’s over I’m going to work on my photography course. I got a bunny yesterday. Her name is Violet. Here  is a picture of here:

This is not a good picture. She kind of looks like a demon  here but in real life she’s super cute.  Right now she’s chilling out in her cage.  I’ll probably take her out after when I’m reading my photography lesson.

One thing I’ve noticed lately is that when I take my hair down after work the smell of coffee just spread through the air. Not a good smell in my opinion.

I suppose that’s all for now. ttfn

Jenn

Valen-fucking-tines Day

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Depressed

I received my first package from my photography course and I’m loving it. But I’m not here to talk about my photography course I’m here because it’s valentines day and just like every year I end off by feeling depressed because I’m single. I’ll be 19 in May and I still haven’t had a boyfriend. I know 11 year olds who have had more boyfriends then I have. I know there 11 so it doesn’t really count but still. When I was 11 I didn’t have a boyfriend. People are always like, “Stay single. Your better off?” But these people are also the ones that are married or have boyfriends.

I’m not desperate. I won’t just go out with anyone. I just want someone to be with. you always see the happy couples. Before tonight I was the usually valentines day is for card companies. Which is kind of true. It is for card companies and for people who love each other. Along with jewellery stores and chocolate stores.

Ask me again next year what I think of valentines day and I may have the same answer or if I’m with someone I may love the holiday. Only time will tell.

Jenn

Completely Random and Pointless… Enjoy

Currently Listening to:Miley Cyrus - The Time Of Our Lives - When I Look At You

Current Mood: Hot                             

      

                    

So I’m lying down on my futon, a.k.a my bed, a.k.a my couch and I’m watching Meekakitty and I suddenly decided that i should write a blog. I have no idea what to write about since there is nothing really on my mind so this is going to be incredibly random.

So my friend John, you may have read his blog (John d'Eon), has decide to become a vegetarian. He said a specific name on it because he can drink milk and eat ice cream (or at least I hope) and other good stuff like that but he won’t eat meat or eggs. He decided to do this because of some things he seen on the PETA website which horrified him and now he is scarred for life! (Probably not I’m just in the mood to be dramatic) Anyway back to my point. So he is not eating these things and I say more power to him. I myself would not be able to do it because I am not a huge fan of veggies at all. I’m pretty sure I was T-Rex in a former life. (hehe) When I commented on his blog I said good for him as long as he don’t push it on people. Now I highly doubt he will because that’s not the type of person he is. But still I know some people will try and force stuff down your throat like you will die if you don’t swallow. This is done a lot with religion (I said this was a random blog) but lets not get into that. So I’m support everyone in their own endeavours as long as they don’t try to make me do it. My view on things is “If I don’t eat it then someone else will” but then someone might reply “But if one person decides to stop then more people might follow and then less cows pigs, etc will not have to suffer for your love of meat.” But then I shall reply “I like to eat meat. I like getting my vitamins from actual food. You eat what you want to eat and let me eat my piggy's and turkeys”  Also in my comment I said for him to go get some protein pills from the drug store. This is because without eating meat he won’t be getting as much protein. Maybe I should have told him to look up the exact vitamins he should take… :S Oh well he will probably read this anyway and hopefully take my advice.

Hmmm.. lets see what else is there to chat about…

I had an hours nap today and I think I may have screwed myself over a little bit because now I can’t get to sleep… although I haven’t exactly tried. hehe oh well. Man this blog is getting long. You’ve probably either stopped reading or are incredibly bored. but if you are reading and are interested. Leave me a comment and I will love you.

Woot! Paperback writer. It’s a good song by the Beatles. I have a bunch of their CD’s because my dad got the newer versions for Christmas and he gave me his old versions to me. But I believe he jipped me on a few CD’s. Such as the white album. I know for a fact he has that on CD and I want it!

So I’m incredibly warm. This place is like super hot even with the fan on. The fact that i have my laptop on my lap isn’t helping it either. This is going to make going to sleep difficult because I hate heat. Even as a baby. My mom used to go into the hospital nursery and hear me crying and ask the nurse if they wrapped me up in a blanket to which the nurse would reply “Yes. Is there a problem?” and then my mother would explain that I hate the heat and won’t shut up until you un wrap my and let me cool down. I love my mommy. (hehe) of course at that point she was a single mother and wasn’t a huge fan of my soon to be adopted dad and her husband.

They will be married for 16 years in September :)

Wow this is incredibly long. You must be getting bored. I’ve gone through 3 or 4 songs already. But I’m in the mood to blog so you must suffer. :P

So I bought this new makeup the other day along with this cool new blue nail polish which I want to wear really bad but I can’t because I can’t wear it at work :( I put it on the other day because i forgot about the no nail polish rule and it was super pretty but when i tried to take it off it kind of stained my fingernails blue. But I worked it off and it managed to wear off.

So I think I’ve taken up enough of your time. Toodles

Jenn

I’m a Timmy Hoe!

Currently Listening to: This Addiction – Alkaline Trio

Current mood: Tired

I haven’t really blogged in a while and neither have my friends so I figured I would blog about my new job.

I work at Tim Horton’s. I know what your thinking, the job isn’t really all that delectable. But to be honest it’s actually really good. I work with really nice people and a few cute guys. The only part that I don’t really like is at the end of the day my feet always hurt. But it’s okay after a while they won’t hurt anymore. Before i even applied working at Tim Horton’s mortified me. But once I got the job I realized it isn’t as bad as what I thought. Like I said the people are super nice. They’re always asking how I’m doing or telling me that I doing really good. And some people will talk to me asking me if I'm in school where I’m from… Blah blah blah.

Thats about it. There’s nothing more to say.

Jenn

Snow Day

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current mood: Bored

When I was in school I would pray for a snow day. Getting to sleep in, and extra day to study, etc. But now as a member of the working community I want no snow at all. Snow means no side walks and waiting in the blistering cold for a bus. Today I was lucky enough to get a call saying “Stay home.” But the unfortunate part is I can barely see out my window and being stuck in this apartment is driving me crazy. I really hope that it’s not too too bad tomorrow and I can walk to work. Or at least to traders so i can get a new psp game to occupy my boredomness.

Jenn

Internet Boredom

Currently Listening to: Taylor Swift - Fearless [Platinum Edition] - You're Not Sorry

Current Mood: Content?

I put a question mark next to content because i honestly don’t have much feeling in me right now. I’m taking a break from reading my book, The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks, but the internet is extremely boring. The only time it’s of any use is if you have a shit load of homework to do and it’ll come in handy, if you want to talk to friends you don’t see all the time, or your obsessed with a site like piczo, facebook or twitter. I was once obsessed with all of these. But since then I’ve grown old with them. I’m only keeping facebook because of my side business and twitter keeps me up to date with whether my friends are taking a crap or just getting out of the shower.  Nevertheless these site have become a chore to me and I get on them, see what’s new then get bored. The internet has grown boring to me, as most things do after a while. I need to a new site to become obsessed with. Preferably one without make-believe farms.

Jenn

O’ Death (Jennifer’s Version)

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Bored

So if you have read John d’Eons blog he has been going through a lot of death lately. Well This is also a death blog. But instead of talking about death in my family, I’m going to talk about the amount of teen deaths that's happening where I used to live. Since the beginning of 2010 there has been 4 deaths. 2 suicides, 1 accident, and I’m not sure on the other one. I’ve always known there was a lot of suicide and death in the world especially in young people. It just didn’t seem entirely real until it happens to people that live in your area. I didn’t know the people. Well I knew of one person, but not really all that well. It just makes you wonder… who’s next? Could be anyone me, you, your best friends, sisters, cousins, boyfriend.

This month is February. February 14th is most commonly known as valentines day. But, it’s also uncommonly know as the day when most people commit suicide. Wait let me fix that… the day when most TEENS commit suicide. This is usually because they feel unloved. Even if they are surrounded by people who love them more then they know. I love my friends more then anything and I hope that they know that. If I ever found out one of them committed suicide I would probably be a complete mess. And since they probably are the only people that read this blog they will soon find this out.

Anyway enough of being depressed. I’ve very sorry if I took your smile and turned it upside down. Here’s a quick fix… listen to some glee music. That always brightens my day.

Jenn

I’m Mrs. Lonely

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Bored and Lonely

After having company basically for the entire month of January I’m alone for the first time.  It’s weird. I kind of liked having company. But I’m working now so I’m hoping that, that will keep me busy. I’m also hoping that my photography course will soon be here because after 5 days of no creativity and I means not even enough to do my 365 pictures. And now I’m feeling artistic and romantic.  Which is weird for me. Maybe it’s because I’m sick of being single and just want to be with someone. Or maybe for once I’m actually getting into valentines day. I just hope I’m working that day :P

This is probably really boring but I’m bored so your just gonna have to suck it up.

So I’m sitting here watching cake boss and really wanting a piece of cake and I think. I’m turning 19 in a few months I have to have the party of the lifetime. No I probably won’t have a whole lot of people there but it has to be spectacular. The gears are turning in my head as we speak :)

Alright , alright. It’s over you can go live your life now.

Jenn