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Kandice wanted me to write a blog. So I did “A blog”

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Pointless Blog

Currently Listening to: Owl City - Ocean Eyes - The Saltwater Room

Current Mood: Boredom

I will warn you now. There is no purpose to this blog so if you don’t want to waste 2-5 minutes of your precious life stop here and go on with your life. So basically me and Kandice are both on our computers and on msn but I have no one to talk to because everyone is gone to bed so I’m stuck writing this and wasting everyone else's life. even though I’m pretty sure no one reads this. So I’m only occupying myself. So I handed out 22 resumes today. i think that’s pretty good. Now I just need to hear back from one place that wants to hire me or something. I want a job right bad. because i know once kandice goes back to gb I’m gonna be bored to bits. I suppose I can ask cam and matthew to hang out but i dunno if they will want to and scott can only come out on the weekends. Blah! i need friends. :( I means like friends in town that i can hang out with because in here i am a loner.

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Job Search

Currently Listening to: White Liar – Miranda Lambert

Current Mood: Tired

Tomorrow begins my official search for a job. Although I have already passed out a couple resumes to Travis Parsons with Vinland Photography out in GB and with a Traders not far from my apartment I am officially starting my search tomorrow. Tonight I went on the mall’s website and looked at which stores are looking for people to hire wrote down anything that wasn’t fast food and started printing off resumes. I had approximately 20 stores written down so I printed off 23 just in case. I may see if some of my favourite stores are taking applications. i hope I get something soon. If I don’t hear back from anyone by next Friday I’m going to start looking at Fast food places like McDonalds and Tim Horton's. Maybe I’ll even apply to a few restaurants. Although I would rather stay out of the food industry unless it’s a grocery store. Wish me Luck!

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HAPPY!

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Happy

For once in a very long time I’m happy. I don’t know why, i don’t know how. I just know I am. Will it last long? no clue. Who cares. I’m going to embrace it! I’ve been getting really into my photography lately too. I think I’m going to start carrying my camera with me everywhere I go so if I see something I could just take a picture.  I really think hat 2010 is going to be my year. Tonight I went for a walk. Tomorrow I’m going to go for another one. I don’t really have much to say. but stay tuned.

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Not a resolution but a to-do list.

Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood: thoughtful

In the past 12 hours I’ve made this realization. I’m a horrible person. I talk about people behind there backs, I make horrible accusations about people I don’t even know, I accuse my best friend of doing horrible things when deep down I know it’s not true. I realized that there are changes I need to make in my life and the only way I’m going to be able to do that is if I force myself to. I have to stop leaning on other people as a backbone or support.  I keep telling myself the only way I can do something is if I’m told to do it. So the only thing for me to do is to tell myself to do something. I have to tell myself to get out and go for that walk, to get up and clean my room even though I would rather sit on my computer. This is what my friend has been telling me the past year. I shouldn’t be leaning on other people for support. Yes it’s okay when times are really tough yes that when I lean but I need to learn to take care of myself. So here is my to-do list for the year 2010:

1. Lose at least 20 lbs.

2. Keep my room clean for at least a week

3. Get to know someone before I make a decision on them.

4. Go for a walk everyday

5. Get a job and keep it.

6. Be Happy.

6 Things to do in 12 months. Shouldn’t be too hard. I’ll keep you posted.

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New years.

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Gleeful

Happy New year! We are officially in the year 2010. how weird does that sound? Feels like we should be driving flying cars or something. I rang in the new year with my best friends. It was different having all of them in the one room.  The last time that happened was Safe grad and nobody was happy that night.

this entry is taking me so long to write because I'm so occupied with glee. So i’m going to go and shall ttyl.

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