Job Search

Currently Listening to: White Liar – Miranda Lambert

Current Mood: Tired

Tomorrow begins my official search for a job. Although I have already passed out a couple resumes to Travis Parsons with Vinland Photography out in GB and with a Traders not far from my apartment I am officially starting my search tomorrow. Tonight I went on the mall’s website and looked at which stores are looking for people to hire wrote down anything that wasn’t fast food and started printing off resumes. I had approximately 20 stores written down so I printed off 23 just in case. I may see if some of my favourite stores are taking applications. i hope I get something soon. If I don’t hear back from anyone by next Friday I’m going to start looking at Fast food places like McDonalds and Tim Horton's. Maybe I’ll even apply to a few restaurants. Although I would rather stay out of the food industry unless it’s a grocery store. Wish me Luck!

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HAPPY!

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Happy

For once in a very long time I’m happy. I don’t know why, i don’t know how. I just know I am. Will it last long? no clue. Who cares. I’m going to embrace it! I’ve been getting really into my photography lately too. I think I’m going to start carrying my camera with me everywhere I go so if I see something I could just take a picture.  I really think hat 2010 is going to be my year. Tonight I went for a walk. Tomorrow I’m going to go for another one. I don’t really have much to say. but stay tuned.

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Not a resolution but a to-do list.

Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood: thoughtful

In the past 12 hours I’ve made this realization. I’m a horrible person. I talk about people behind there backs, I make horrible accusations about people I don’t even know, I accuse my best friend of doing horrible things when deep down I know it’s not true. I realized that there are changes I need to make in my life and the only way I’m going to be able to do that is if I force myself to. I have to stop leaning on other people as a backbone or support.  I keep telling myself the only way I can do something is if I’m told to do it. So the only thing for me to do is to tell myself to do something. I have to tell myself to get out and go for that walk, to get up and clean my room even though I would rather sit on my computer. This is what my friend has been telling me the past year. I shouldn’t be leaning on other people for support. Yes it’s okay when times are really tough yes that when I lean but I need to learn to take care of myself. So here is my to-do list for the year 2010:

1. Lose at least 20 lbs.

2. Keep my room clean for at least a week

3. Get to know someone before I make a decision on them.

4. Go for a walk everyday

5. Get a job and keep it.

6. Be Happy.

6 Things to do in 12 months. Shouldn’t be too hard. I’ll keep you posted.

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New years.

Currently Listening to: Nothing

Current Mood: Gleeful

Happy New year! We are officially in the year 2010. how weird does that sound? Feels like we should be driving flying cars or something. I rang in the new year with my best friends. It was different having all of them in the one room.  The last time that happened was Safe grad and nobody was happy that night.

this entry is taking me so long to write because I'm so occupied with glee. So i’m going to go and shall ttyl.

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Immaturity

Listening to :Naturi Naughton - Fame (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack) – Fame

Current Mood: Bored and annoyed

I’d never thought I’d see the the day when I found my friends dirty mindedness immature. It was great and all when I first came home. But now it’s starting to get old and kind of of immature. I’m not say I’m the most mature person in the bunch because I’m not. Yeah sure I laugh at it and first I honestly thought it was funny but it’s to the point where I have to fake a laugh. I think moving in town caused me to grow up a whole lot. I’m a bit more independent and responsible from having to take care of myself and I also learned to know when enough is enough. I’m not saying all my friends are immature either. I’m saying that there is a select few that is the cause of the annoyance. I’m not saying I don’t like this person anymore I’m just saying that I need a break from it. So I’m going to return to my apartment in St. John’s and look for work. Hopefully my friend Kandice will be joining me. I’m going to be sharing an apartment with her in a few months. She’s probably the only one of my friends I can  share an apartment with because we’re really close. Kind of like sisters. We have had our little fights but we get through them quickly. :) Now that I got that off my chest I shall go wallow in self pity.

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Glee!

Currently listening to: Nothing playing

Mood: Tired

At this point I would apologize for not posting yesterday but why should I? It’s not like anyone is reading this. Besides myself. But if I am wrong and someone is reading this and religiously then I’m sorry for not posting. But you have to realize I do live. Yesterday, I went to Marystown and my Glee on DVD. Which I happen to be watching as I type this. It’s an amazing show and if you aren’t watching it then you should get online and find a good link to watch it. It’s one of those happy go lucky shows with a music but it still has some drama on the go. I would tell you but then that would ruin it. The only thing I will say is that there are some pretty good looking people in the show. Along with two Canadians.  Theres not really much more to say.

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Been Awhile

Current Mood: Bored and Tired

Listening to: Breathe – Taylor Swift (Fearless Platinum edition)

It’s been while since I’ve done this so I’m probably a bit rusty. Merry Christmas hopefully yours was good. My was good until the end it. Kind of got ruined by this HUGE fight between me and my dad. It was horrible. By the end of the day I didn’t want to touch anything that i had gotten earlier that day.  If it weren’t for going to my friend Kandice’s house I probably would have fell asleep very early that night. But my Christmas did get brighter. On Sunday I went to Marystown to do some shopping and I ran into a friend that I was kind of on the outs with and we decided that we should talk again. Or that’s the story I’m telling my parents. In all honesty we had been talking for a while. i just didn’t want to tell anyone because I didn’t know how they would react. But I think we’re going to be okay. He’s a good friend and although his criticism can be harsh sometimes it’s the truth and he doesn’t like lying to me he wants me to see the truth and if I don’t like it them for me to change it. New Years is just around the corner. The common question of this time of the year is “What’s your New Years resolution?” My answer is simple. I don’t have one. I never make a resolution, so I never get disappointed. I’m going to try and blog more. Apparently windows has this writer which is what I’m using now. So I’ll probably do it more often.

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