The Fear: Guy got balls for a reason. Maybe they should use them.

Boy.

-noun

   -a male child, from birth to full growth, esp. one less than 18 years of age.

  -a young man who lacks maturity, judgment, etc.

(Dictionary.com)

What you see above is the definition of a boy. See the second definition? This is the nice way of saying guy's are assholes that you can never understand. We grow up our lives being told that one of these days a boy is going to "court" us and then eventually we will marry, have a few kids and live happily ever after. At least that's what the story books and our parents tell us. But this my darlings is not the case. We quickly find out when we reach the age of maturity and are about to head out into the big world of opportunities that the guy probably won't "court" you at all. The women now-a-days are the ones who "court". We spend countless hours on end stressing about how we look and making sure we look "perfect" just in case we may happen to see the guy we're interested in. As much work as that is we now have to apparently approach the guy first as well? When do the guy get to do any work? Oh yeah he proposes. With out luck ladies we'll be the one's doing that now too. I hate to be old fashioned but "Hello!" Girls are too self-conscious to talk to guy. I don't care how show you are. If you don't talk to me I'm going to assume you have no idea who I am. Boy's, you need to grow some balls and talk to us. Society stereotypes men as being strong, not afraid of anything types. While women, are fragile flowers that are better left barefoot and pregnant. So if your going to make jokes about how women are better off in the kitchen like we were in olden days, you better well stick to tradition and open your mouth and say something to us. Because I'm not about to open my mouth and say something to you and get rejected. I'm not that type of girl. 

Maybe this blog made no sense. Maybe you agree or disagree with it. But there are always two sides to the story and coming from my end when a guy says the good guys come in last well maybe that because their not going for the good girls. Because guess what guys, the good girls come in last too.

September 3, 2010

Dear Blogisphere,

Have you ever been lonely? Me 2. I'm currently sitting in my living room on my couch/bed for the night and thinking about how this place is crazily empty. I should be able to come out into the living room and see Adam playing Xbox. But guess what. I'm in the living room watching Camp Rock 2. But even after they return tomorrow I'm still gonna be somewhat lonely. I've been lonely since my ex broke up with me. I know what your thinking "Jennifer, it's been over 2 weeks. Get over him!" But you don't even know how hard it is or maybe you do. But never-the-less I still have feelings for him and to be entirely honest I don't know if I'm going to be able to get over him until I get some closure. We've barely talked since the breakup. I think that hurts more then anything. Anyway, I'm gonna stop this mushfest before I start to get upset. I'm getting majorly tired and I have work tomorrow. Goodnight.

Jennifer

August 30, 2010

Dear Blogisphere,

My life have been busy busy busy and I've also been away from the internet meaning no blogs. But I'm back and here's what's been happening:

1) I got a job at Walmart
2) I quite my job at Dollarama
3) I'm friends with Kandice again
4) I went to St. Pierre
5) I sprained my foot in St. Pierre
6) I finished Mockingjay

And that's about it. I may elaborate later.

Jennifer

August 25, 2010

Dear Blogisphere,

I haven't written in the past couple of days because I've been busy ready Mockingjay or I've been very sick. But here I am ready to tell you what I've been up to. Well, I've been working a lot and that's about it either working or reading or sleeping. Or watching sex and the city. But I've also been thinking. Should I patch things up with an old friend? She keeps popping up on my msn (I didn't add her either she added me or my macbook msn is fucked up) and then on my youtube subscription box. It's hard. We were very close. But she just walked out and never spoke to me again. Okay so I understand that she was worried that I was angry but it's been what? 3 months. I'm obviously over it. I'm still a bit bitter and I kind of obsess over it. But I'm starting to think maybe the obsession is because I'm not ready to lose her. She was like my sister. I'm starting to wonder if I should take the ball and give it one more shot. It would be over an email of course but why not? Maybe it's time I gave it another try. If she doesn't respond well then I know it's over and I'll stop obsessing over it.

Jennifer

August 22, 2010

Dear Blogisphere,

Well I'm alive! Lauren's friend Julie picked me up so I didn't have to go by myself. I had so much fun too. I got a bit tipsy but not drunk. But of course the one thing on my mind was how I would rather be "watching" a movie with Alex. This is completely unhealthy. I should just try to get over him. I haven't even really talked to him. All I know is I want him back. I kind of want to ask him out again but I don't know if I should. I need to ask my friends about this and no one is around to talk to. Oh well I guess I'll just have to depend on sex and the city to get me through the night.

Jennifer

August 21, 2010

Dear Blogisphere,

So today not as boring. I went and got my pictures done off for my photography course and I went to see Scott Pilgrim vs. The World with Adam. Tonight I'm going downtown, so I should  have a time there. I haven't talked to Alex tho and it hurts. I know I should be getting over him but I can't. I don't feel like it's over. Not yet anyway. I still feel like we have a chance. We just have to wait I guess. Oh man. I'm super tired. I hope I wake up when I go downtown. I'm kind of scared because I'm going down by myself and meeting my cousin and I've never done that before. I'm sure everything will be okay. If there is no blog tomorrow you know something happened and you should probably call the police. I'll let you go on with your life now.

Jennifer

August 20, 2010 #2

Dear Blogisphere,

So it's Friday night, I have no work tomorrow and what am I doing? Sitting on my couch watching Family channel. I know I'm so cool, your very jealous. Don't worry, I know I'm pathetic. But what else could I be doing? Playing D&D with my apparently non-existent friends. Adam went to the gym after I got home from work. That was about 5:30, it's now 8:30. Druken is working till 9 I believe and even so he'll probably already have plans. And Lauren has plans with her Family. So I'm stuck home alone bored. Which means you've just wasted time out of your boring life to read my boring blog. Hopefully tomorrow I'll have something more interesting for you to read.

Jennifer