Privacy and Boys

I have a couple things to talk about today; Privacy and Boys.

Privacy:

My favourite thing about living away from my parents is my privacy. I have this whole apartment to myself. I can dance, sing, play games and walk around naked if I wanted to (not that I actually do that... on a regular basis). But ever since last week when I had a mental breakdown I haven't be able to shake my Mom. I asked her to come in because it was a Monday and I didn't really want to be left alone. On Friday, I went back to GB to see my friends. I spent most of my time with my friends. Now today, my parents have come in because my Dad has meetings so my mom is staying with me while my Dad is staying at a hotel. lets just say I can't wait for tuesday. I know people think I'm horrible for saying that because some people don't have parents. But honestly I don't have as good of a relationship with them as they think. it's sad to say but I don't even miss them. I miss my friends more then my parents. Next year when my friends move in town with me they will probably see me on holidays Christmas, maybe spring break and maybe the summer. I like my privacy and unfortunately this past week I haven't been able to get it and it's starting to get to me. Which only means my parents should be ready for sauce.

Boys:

So lately besides the fact that I've been annoyed by no privacy I've been getting. I've been in a happy mood. For the past 4/5 months I've gone without liking anyone and now I like someone.  So instead of getting my hopes up thinking that well maybe this guy has feelings for me I think No. He probably doesn't have feelings for me because I have no confidence and how is a guy supposed to be confident in dating me if I have no confidence in myself. So I'm going to do something about it. I'm using it as positive impact. I'm using a guy as motivation to do the changes on myself that i had planned to do before I moved in here.  I know people say it's wrong to change for a guy, but what if it's helping you too?

I'm pretty sure thats all I had to say for today.

I Am J Stans.