[Dictionary]
Crush: a painful experience, very common amoung middle schoolers (and high schooler's and even adults to a lesser degree) that involves being obsessed with a member of the opposite sex (or the same sex, if u prefer), being attracted to them physically (most common), or emotionally- also called 'puppy love' also: the object of this affection.
[Urban Dictionary]
Although both of these definitions are fairly similar, it is only the Urban Dictionary definition that gives a true meaning. It does this by describing it as "a painful experience". but what neither of these definitions can do is tell you how painful a crush is. I imagine anyone (if anyone) reading this has had a crush once in there life and knows exactly how painful it can be. All throughout high school I had crushes. This summer I told myself I wasn't going to like anyone until I know I can have them. I was good for the summer. But, about a month of living in town, I started hanging out with an old friend. This old friend also happened to be an old crush. One that I had a lot of feelings for. And, unfortunately these feelings returned. Just as unfortunate, these feelings are pretty much at the same strength. What makes the situation even worse is that he is probably the most unattainable guy. He likes another girl and has liked her for some time. This girl tells him she has feelings for him but has yet to prove it and he just sits around waiting for the girl to finally want to be with him. I think the girls a bitch. I thought it before i started liking him and I think it now. She's a cock-blocker. He won't look at others girls in an affectionate way because he is too hung up on her. I thought maybe that if I worked some magic on him I could change his mind about this other girl. But I'm starting to think it maybe pointless and I'm starting to go through the same pain I did before. A pain that caused sleepless nights. Kind of like this one. I just hope I can get over him faster then last time.
I Am J Stans
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