Not a resolution but a to-do list.

Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood: thoughtful

In the past 12 hours I’ve made this realization. I’m a horrible person. I talk about people behind there backs, I make horrible accusations about people I don’t even know, I accuse my best friend of doing horrible things when deep down I know it’s not true. I realized that there are changes I need to make in my life and the only way I’m going to be able to do that is if I force myself to. I have to stop leaning on other people as a backbone or support.  I keep telling myself the only way I can do something is if I’m told to do it. So the only thing for me to do is to tell myself to do something. I have to tell myself to get out and go for that walk, to get up and clean my room even though I would rather sit on my computer. This is what my friend has been telling me the past year. I shouldn’t be leaning on other people for support. Yes it’s okay when times are really tough yes that when I lean but I need to learn to take care of myself. So here is my to-do list for the year 2010:

1. Lose at least 20 lbs.

2. Keep my room clean for at least a week

3. Get to know someone before I make a decision on them.

4. Go for a walk everyday

5. Get a job and keep it.

6. Be Happy.

6 Things to do in 12 months. Shouldn’t be too hard. I’ll keep you posted.

I AM J Stans