The Truth Hurts

Currently Listening to :- - Dixie Chicks - Taking The Long Way - 01 - The Long Way Around

Current Mood: Emotional

I have to wonder, is it wrong for someone to be get angry with someone who is pointing out truths in yourself that you just wish to hide and keep in the back of your mind because their ugly truths.  Or is wrong that the other person is making those truth known to you and in turn hurting you and making you feel less of a person. Normally I would welcome people are telling me the truth because it would make a normal person feel stronger and try to change themselves. But clearly that’s not true for me. One of my very best friends would always tell me about the things I could achieve if I weren’t so lazy or had the motivation but  I would just listen and hate him for pointing these terrible things to me and we would fight constantly and now unfortunately things see, to have overcome us and we have to end our friendship. But I wonder who is at fault, me or them? The truth teller or the one the truths are about?  It sucks to the max. It’s making me sick thinking about it and I want to stay home today and call in sick and clean and try to get this off my mind but it’s not that easy. So I have to go to work thinking about this and I’m probably going make enough mistakes to get me fired. Or people will see my red eyes and tears (I’m not very good at holding in tears) and ask me what’s wrong. Oh my, at least I got a bus ride to get my tears out.

Jenn